Tuesday, July 01, 2014,8:52 PM
Right. I confess. Sometimes I really do not know what to do. Its not like I did not put in some effort or not. Those efforts, they seem to go down the drain even before they are being manifested. I never saw the results of anything I do and never do I seem to get it 'right'. That's probably the worst part of my life.
So I've been doing a little soul searching and switching of targets around during my second year of university life. I realise I haven't got a clue at how to tackle this shit and to be honest, I always thought it would be great to leave it to university life before, because it just handles itself.
So wrong. So fucking wrong.
Nothing changes.
Lets not talk about stuff that is going to happen in July. Instead, lets change the pace and talk about June.
June! That is Pre camp Arts Camp, Pre camp Psych Camp, Taiwan, Arts Camp and Psych Camp! (not in that sequence.. Pre camp psych was in end May though)
Pretty amazing feet. After that 5 psychology modules I took during the semester though. Damn that was a really bad choice. Anyway here is a breakdown of my grades that semester.
3233: B-
3234: C+
3236: B-
3237: B+
3238: A-
Well for sure my cap dropped. And I'm on the verge of not being able to do honours. Well I need a cap of at least 3.5 to do those HON modules. But yea. Enough of that mistake. Lets talk about Psych camp!
Damn I think Psych camp was probably the best camp I ever had. I really need to thank a few people, especially Melvin for getting together this dream team. MI team, Abi and Harif, for their excellent work with MI of course! I cant say I trust people to do their job but this time round they really astound me and I really hope to work with them once again. Though through this time round it seems that work has brought both of them closer! =) Next, Clement and Boon Yen! Damn those 2 when put together is like a bad concoction. They could either score and amaze or really just down the slum kind. Haha. Working together as their logistics IC really made me feel so much better and safer because they were always on the ball and especially Clement. Yang & Ivana. Well I suppose this has got to come out one day. Yang was... especially admired for the most part and for the early part too. Actually that's the only time I remember him actually. Yang had a big role to play with his Games for bonding/Time attack/Corporate team building games/Photo Hunt/ I got no more names to come up with. Haha. He had the most 'mature' mindset and also he's a player?? Still, a heavy burden bestowed upon Ivana once Yang left. Which I blame myself for most part because I kind of 'push' her to take up that role. Seriously I thought it was a slightly lighter role! Sorry. Following up, Yun Ping. I could say if there was logistics stuff I wasn't handling, she would be the one handling then. Of course not discounting her role in MI logistics too which was terribly hard IMO. Still, we came to each other's help during the camp for stuff here and there and I honestly wish our relationship had grown deeper. Though that's probably again, wishful thinking of my part. (I kind of do that too much. Need to start controlling myself). Duc. He's.... okay. For most part, he seems to do much better alone and it sounds me for most part when doing work. I like to work alone preferably and I like to be in charge. *Brings in foreigner prejudice* but he's Vietnamese and so I admit once again I thought handling him the whole photo booth would be a terrible idea. Nonetheless, he had a decent idea of a photo booth and he did well. The design was great and I applaud him for the patch work from pre camp to actual camp. The rest, well you could probably name them off in the picture. Special thanks (just means I dont really thank you but I still want to say that without you guys, the camp isn't that all special. Thus the meaning of special thanks.) to Yin Shan, temporary sudden photo shots with her always ready camera. Vanessa, with her very liberal ideas of dating and advice? Russica, with their awkward but sweet relationship that adds flavour to Ocomm HTHT. Yi zhuang, CEO of RYCK, but still, kinda hard to talk to if I wasn't exhausting all my list of conversation topics. Ping Zheng; Ok this is probably my fault but I don't really see her doing much help for Melvin. Though I still thank her as a DPD. Jun Xian, my fellow OG mate, but seriously, he has to change my contact profile from 'Kenneth (William's OG)' to Kenneth Chew. Its been like 2 years. Not really here for most of the camp but still, thank you for handling money issues! Clarissa, for her slightly tomboyish comments, but always hilarious accent of Chinese people. That really hit the spot. Right. No mention goes to Jean. Well I have never talked to her but I heard she was part of the camp comm.
*Clap*Clap*
Anyway this isn't half over. Shit.
Arts camp! Well I would say I have to thank Luke for most part of it and Luke IS most part of it. I say and I directly quote "thankfully Luke hasn't had the experience of actual camps and that's why he is the perfect candidate for logistics. Because he doesn't know what's possible and what's not possible for a camp, and some of these amazing ideas came from him". Okay maybe not directly quote but the idea is there.
Doing thanking this time round for arts camp will probably tear my whole night out so im just going to quote this.
https://www.facebook.com/chen.zhirong.98/photos
There! I shamelessly linked Jenny's profile so that its faster to actually skim through 1000+ photos of the camp than to listen to me talk shamelessly. And as for my Taiwan trip. Well.. Lets just say I got bored of doing all these commentary stuff for overseas trip. I share and I dont really derive the same joy I got back ages. Actually it died down the moment I went on solo trip with Roger. Haha.
So here's my life in June. Hopefully July works out better and I may come back to post about it.
So I've been doing a little soul searching and switching of targets around during my second year of university life. I realise I haven't got a clue at how to tackle this shit and to be honest, I always thought it would be great to leave it to university life before, because it just handles itself.
So wrong. So fucking wrong.
Nothing changes.
Lets not talk about stuff that is going to happen in July. Instead, lets change the pace and talk about June.
June! That is Pre camp Arts Camp, Pre camp Psych Camp, Taiwan, Arts Camp and Psych Camp! (not in that sequence.. Pre camp psych was in end May though)
Pretty amazing feet. After that 5 psychology modules I took during the semester though. Damn that was a really bad choice. Anyway here is a breakdown of my grades that semester.
3233: B-
3234: C+
3236: B-
3237: B+
3238: A-
Well for sure my cap dropped. And I'm on the verge of not being able to do honours. Well I need a cap of at least 3.5 to do those HON modules. But yea. Enough of that mistake. Lets talk about Psych camp!
Damn I think Psych camp was probably the best camp I ever had. I really need to thank a few people, especially Melvin for getting together this dream team. MI team, Abi and Harif, for their excellent work with MI of course! I cant say I trust people to do their job but this time round they really astound me and I really hope to work with them once again. Though through this time round it seems that work has brought both of them closer! =) Next, Clement and Boon Yen! Damn those 2 when put together is like a bad concoction. They could either score and amaze or really just down the slum kind. Haha. Working together as their logistics IC really made me feel so much better and safer because they were always on the ball and especially Clement. Yang & Ivana. Well I suppose this has got to come out one day. Yang was... especially admired for the most part and for the early part too. Actually that's the only time I remember him actually. Yang had a big role to play with his Games for bonding/Time attack/Corporate team building games/Photo Hunt/ I got no more names to come up with. Haha. He had the most 'mature' mindset and also he's a player?? Still, a heavy burden bestowed upon Ivana once Yang left. Which I blame myself for most part because I kind of 'push' her to take up that role. Seriously I thought it was a slightly lighter role! Sorry. Following up, Yun Ping. I could say if there was logistics stuff I wasn't handling, she would be the one handling then. Of course not discounting her role in MI logistics too which was terribly hard IMO. Still, we came to each other's help during the camp for stuff here and there and I honestly wish our relationship had grown deeper. Though that's probably again, wishful thinking of my part. (I kind of do that too much. Need to start controlling myself). Duc. He's.... okay. For most part, he seems to do much better alone and it sounds me for most part when doing work. I like to work alone preferably and I like to be in charge. *Brings in foreigner prejudice* but he's Vietnamese and so I admit once again I thought handling him the whole photo booth would be a terrible idea. Nonetheless, he had a decent idea of a photo booth and he did well. The design was great and I applaud him for the patch work from pre camp to actual camp. The rest, well you could probably name them off in the picture. Special thanks (just means I dont really thank you but I still want to say that without you guys, the camp isn't that all special. Thus the meaning of special thanks.) to Yin Shan, temporary sudden photo shots with her always ready camera. Vanessa, with her very liberal ideas of dating and advice? Russica, with their awkward but sweet relationship that adds flavour to Ocomm HTHT. Yi zhuang, CEO of RYCK, but still, kinda hard to talk to if I wasn't exhausting all my list of conversation topics. Ping Zheng; Ok this is probably my fault but I don't really see her doing much help for Melvin. Though I still thank her as a DPD. Jun Xian, my fellow OG mate, but seriously, he has to change my contact profile from 'Kenneth (William's OG)' to Kenneth Chew. Its been like 2 years. Not really here for most of the camp but still, thank you for handling money issues! Clarissa, for her slightly tomboyish comments, but always hilarious accent of Chinese people. That really hit the spot. Right. No mention goes to Jean. Well I have never talked to her but I heard she was part of the camp comm.
*Clap*Clap*
Anyway this isn't half over. Shit.
Arts camp! Well I would say I have to thank Luke for most part of it and Luke IS most part of it. I say and I directly quote "thankfully Luke hasn't had the experience of actual camps and that's why he is the perfect candidate for logistics. Because he doesn't know what's possible and what's not possible for a camp, and some of these amazing ideas came from him". Okay maybe not directly quote but the idea is there.
Doing thanking this time round for arts camp will probably tear my whole night out so im just going to quote this.
https://www.facebook.com/chen.zhirong.98/photos
There! I shamelessly linked Jenny's profile so that its faster to actually skim through 1000+ photos of the camp than to listen to me talk shamelessly. And as for my Taiwan trip. Well.. Lets just say I got bored of doing all these commentary stuff for overseas trip. I share and I dont really derive the same joy I got back ages. Actually it died down the moment I went on solo trip with Roger. Haha.
So here's my life in June. Hopefully July works out better and I may come back to post about it.