Guess i became introvert not because i was born like this. I mean... Talking to friends always seem happier and easier.. Never a hidden intention behind what i needed to say nor to bitch about stuff. And so i tried to talk to some people. Others treat me well and reciprocate the same feelings of talking back.

Some others just crush my self-esteem and make me want to be introvert. So here i am. I guess u can say i have more of those friends than the friends i cherish. =( Why is it so hard and why does everyone pressure me to get a gf when i'm in FASS? So what if there are lots of girls here. So what if i study in fass. doesnt meant that i have to get one just because i'm here. You dont see me bitching about it to you.

I dont talk to anyone i dont know, nor i mess with people i dont want to see. I keep a low profile because i know someday i will realise i am wrong and will regret this decision. But that is not today and i wish to be the same way i have always been until... You know.

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