Ah... Is my life turning now? Please don't turn... STICK to the plan and move forward pls.

I can't take anymore man... First was my Yong Loo Lin School of med. Yup. Sad case i thought. I guess i'm not in it by luck or chance. So i gave up appealing. That happened for all levels of my education life. I think i've done alot of appealing for schools, including secondary sch, then it was poly--> Jc ---> another jc. Well. lifes a bitch and guess what. We get to suck up.

So i thought its just something minor, i can take it. Then it was my btt. -.- Please don't rub anymore salt on the wound. o.O fyi i fail ok. I don't know why dun ask me why. I just fail. Simple. Man fail more than 3 times = phailed. -.- Women fail more than 3 times = Godlike.

So... i recieved a call from NUS scholars programme calling for interview. So i thought omg. This must be another trail for me. Give me hopes then later throw me on the floor. -.- My confidence level is super low liao. Hais. I don't know how to handle stress like in jc or secondary school.. Life was so much simpler. just study, don't play tricks on teacher, don't be an ass and stand out too much. Keep everything low profile and maybe one day can get to do what you like. But now i'm just afraid ba. =(

I can't believe i resort to praying now. o.O Not to say i didn't pray before this things happen but i pray now.

Speaking of which... Army was ridiculously bad luck for me in MINDEF. I was having my lunch one day. Like any other day... So i bought my yong tau foo.. walk walk walk to table. BAng some1 hits me and i find soup on my pants. o.O

"sorry sorry" and then walk off. What can i do man. I'm just a small fry. =( So then i went to clean up and continue whats left over my food. Then MIRACULOUSLY a mosquito flew into my shirt. -.- THANKS EH. so it bit me a few times before i manage to smack it out of my shirt. I continue eating and walah. I bit my tongue and bleed. Before i know it i also bit my cheeks and an ulcer came out. =( terrible day you say, well theres been worse. Just too much worse i wish it didn't happen at all.

Hais...