This post is in dedication to a non-stranger, someone who is really close to me yet no very close.

I dedicate this post to Xian Feng's Mom.

Yesterday was bad cause we had so much planned from the beginning. The usual rlq clinque except mx was suppose to meet up in edwin's house to to and have fun for this new year but something unfortunate happened. Xf sent me the message to break the news at exactly 11.11am. What coincidence. Maybe it wasn't any coincidence at all.

Well, lets just say life is too short for surprises. Yet everyone yearns for them.

At the wake i can i only say xf's dad cried his eyes till it was sore and bloodshot. I can only feel that pain cause it was really awkward and saddening.

May you pass on with no lingering affections. Thanks for all the times you bought snacks for me when i went to xf's house to ton, to play games. Even though she was just healthy last year but this year she had stomach cancer.

I'm not really sure what i should feel right now.