Cold hot cold hot cold hot cold hot.

Keep getting drenched in sweat when i wake up from bed. When i find my brother is in his room "fully aircon-ed" and there i was suffering like hell from night heat. Can the world be any cooler? I hate summers thats cos the summer vacation is always like hell to me. sweat here sweat there. Can't even enjoy moment of tranquility of just feel wind blow.

ZzZz.. I have super dark eye rings now. I just realise that cos i've been going to school so early everyday and studying almost every second i have in my life and i feel like a rotten piece of junk already. Tattered here broken there. And i am getting SICK. My eyes are actually suffering not just from the dark eye rings and eye bags but also from shampoo. Yes shampoo.

I seem to be so smart that shampoo could actually be splashed into my eye. -.- HOW STUPID WAS THAT. =( Well because my mom seems sooooooooo want to save the earth type by Maximising all our resources ---> Like squeezing the toothpaste like mad even though theres like just abit left. She pours water into our shampoo just to make sure the remainding shampoo that is stucked on the bottle gets used. So apparently i'm so tall, press the nozzle. Just nice spray into my eyes and i was blinded for 1-2 hours. Couldn't even open my eyes cause they were so painful. Anw i recovered but my eyes look terrible. My eyeball isn't white anymore. its kinda brown in color... ZzZ? normally people have colored eyes cos of genetics and i have them cause of a silly accident.

I hate my life. -.- Why am i so undecisive. ZzZ i lost $13 in mahjong today at thomas house. T.T I think my eye sight really worsening. Oh well. got win got lose. Lose now = win come later. haha. I also hate scepticism you know. Cause its the freaking topic my gp comprehension is all about and i racked my brains this whole week trying to do 4 questions. 4 freaking questions!!!..
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A lvl and Army please come sooner. Lets end this quick.