I'm sooo in a delimma now.. I not sure wheather to appeal to go JC or not.. Cos later after alot and alot of discussion, i found out alot of disadvantages of poly.. -.- One thing is the University admission.. Damn i totally neglected this option when i was choosing my courses.. DAMN IT!!!.. My mom keep telling me i have to get to uni uni uni... Then i somehow FORGOT this thing.. ZzZZZzZzZzzz.. So now i think if i get into poly cos my 1st 3 choices are poly... it think it will be hard.. Cos 5% of whole school is like WTH!!!.. i will need to mug even more than JC.. 5% of a good polytechnic is even worse.. NP is quite strong at science... then i join that part then i think i can forget about univeristy le.. DIE DIE DIE!!!.. So yea.. i think i'm gonna appeal. Stupid MOE.

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Now i know why i see everyone write the "last words" will cry cos i also crying liao.. T.T

Okok.. i'm starting to write too.. o.o

rLq: Why we so sad at this point of time gonna seperate.. Though we all going different institudes i think we can still game tgther... Go laodifang tgther.. bball tgther.. Right?.. Well we sticked with each other alot since sec 1 with xf, mz , edwin , xj, alfred, Xiao di, and some others.. Can't believe we finally coming to this point of life where we wave hands.. But still.. Must always come out to play dota again with u all ok... Cos i will really miss everyone.. o.o Then at sec 3/4 Started to increase our team capacity with CYs in it.. Haha. Cheng yong is a cute boy!.. Ya.. He always makes funny actions like "walao shen me gui!!!" Then all of us laugh like hell.. Hes the one that brings most laughter to us and always contribute alot to the team. He is actually quite smart in a way. xF!!.. Yea.. The team leader.. Hes the shuaiest and cutiest as evident on edwin's blog. Haha. Ok so xf and me has been sticking to each other since sec 1.. Our 1st team Xenon.. o.0 Brings back alot of memories such as our 1st CAPL league.. Our 1st draft match with zenith!. o.0 Then it was trainning everyday and more trainning and more trainning!.. I always find him to talk and he always gives us funny emotions like -.- and o.0. Haha. Mz. Our host. Yes. I see that both of us also stick quite alot recently. He has been hosting games for us since sec 1 in euro-battlenet.. Yea.. And then sec 3/4 he started to host for us in MIRC.. Hes a great host that always predicts correctly who is the leaver just by looking at the name!. Going out with him sometimes he makes funny speeches like " liu shi nian qian!... ......." Always makes everyone laugh by his dramatic speech.. o.o. edwin + xj: Yea.. edwin.. the guy that is bigger than me one day.. And xj, the most eldest!.. xj and edwin also tags along with us and plays dota.. although they started off in another team in sec 1/2. Sec3/4 were the days we always hang out at the recess there at the same place eat the same thing.. Oh yes. I rmb sec 1.. When we were at the old site.. We always eat " combo A" Lol!. Rice + egg + otah + curry. Lol!.. One dollar. Still, will never forget these guys..

Npcc peeps

Jun rong: Head head head!.. Known u for 4 years only and i think i only started to know u better at sec 3.. Why is it u always much better than most of us. Haha. Well i didn't choose you as chairperson(oooo.. Haha) but still i look up to u as my big head that always ask people do things. You make difficult stuff look as if its cake to you and never fail to direct us the right direction. I dun see why we get along very well sometimes. I still rmb we go on TV live!.. Haha.. stupid right. Go on tv just to say a few words to everyone. Well Its hard to forget something like that!.

Gz: Kind of dunno dunno u but everytime also go out with you i guess its already "stapled" into my memory eh.. Well hes a gd guy that always find opportunities to SLACK!.. Yes. During Np always go up to com lab to slack.. Haha.. I only started noticing that hes doing that since sec 4 last few months before POP. Well i always see him and peng tgther playing/ go out. Seems hes closer to peng than me. Haha. Oh well. That just another issue. Still, its hard to forget some1 like you..

Kim siong: You!... I've seen you change from a size like whoa big to a size like urs now.. must say u slim down alot le. So keep on doing what u always do. Haha. This fellow is like a party tagger.. Always come tag in to parties and always bring us laughter to the crowd.. Well not to mention hes the LOG head.. He always let me slack at Np room. Haha!. I see hes really just a nice guy. I dun really know him till sec 3 that is.. Haha. He is another of those like gz that stick to peng de last time and always go out tgther... We went out almost alot of time like Chirstmas eves.... NY eves... And always party till very late then go JJ house and slack. Haha. Maybe we should spent more time tgther then will know each other better.

Peng: THIS GUY!!!.. He is younger than me by 2 days.. Haha!.. Always chat with me de... In npcc sec 1/2 i also like barely know him.. Only in sec 3/4 when i bang bus.. o.0 "why he so clear its the bang bus incident then he know me" then he start to talk to me de.. Sometimes hes just a great person while other time hes just a ****. He talks alot. Yes and hes a crapper too. He just keeps crapping and crapping and crapping non-stop.. Recently playing pool with him i realise many things he do which in disliked.. But still i just "ren" it inside and put up a smile for show.. Lol.. Not that i dislike him but its just i dun like some of it. o.0 So peng.. He also got tag along side with the group A people... Lol.. The group A people.. "recently formed" always go out to places like bugis... orchard.... marina... Bu shi go eat jiu shi go buy then we eat.. buy.. Spent alot of time outside with them. Sometimes he just piss me off with some wrong words sometimes he makes me laugh.. I dunno wad to say to him when i'm usually pissed so i normally show him the icon.. __. Haha. So we chat alot in msn and i still can't believe we are going to be seperated.. Its like we just know each other better liao then byebye.. walao!.. Haiya..

Jian hui + hong rui: Yea... The Daidee-trio.. We always come tgther to play daidee de.. Hong rui always the best.. jh the 2nd and i last.. T.T. The 3 of us always brings a pack of cards to school and during recess/ lesson breaks/ between lessons got some time we always play daidee tgther.. Its near the ending part.. the graduation day there that we cherish every round and play like mad.. Lol!.. We were like giving out the cards damn fast and playing like damn fast.. 3.. 5...9.. Whoa.. I can say we are already skilled players of daidee. o.0.. Jian hui is a tall and slim guy. Haha. He always good at languages like eng and mt.. But then go one exam.. mr tsung wrote this to him.. " SHocking performance!!.. i dun expect this kind of standards from a and 1 student".. Lol!.. Then i was laughing at him.. If i not wrong it was prelim or so.. Yes... Hong rui.. The physic psycho.. Hes like the "mini-mstan" The Physics genuis.. He can explain many things and do many problems we dun even know!.. Then he can even prove why E is equals to 1/2 mv(square)!!!.. Everyone was like WHOA!!!..then clap clap clap.. truely hes a genuies.. But still.. i dun want to part ways with the daidee-trio.. I still want to play daidee with both of them.. T.T

4/5er boys---> Zelin.. wilson... bingliang... yong liang.. zong rong.. yi jie.. azim.. kit ki... lex.. kelvin... zhikun.. Yea.. I spent quite alot of times with each and everyone of them..

So zelin!.. know u since sec 1.. Its seems u get better and better from sec 1 till now.. Can't believe u even A some subjects now.. (not to suan u de!).. But still u are great dude!..

Wilson: Yea!. know u since sec 1 also.. That skinny guy that plays badminton.. o.0 Was suppose to sit with u in sec 3 but ms lim SEPERATE US!!!. Sad now we are going to be seperated again. o.0 Use to squeeze wilson till pancake.. Haha.. Then zelin would help me too.. And we 3 squeeze like mad.. ooooooooooo.

Bing liang.. In lessons time i dun usually talk to him but in exam period hes always behind me so everytime we have exams i always turn back and talk to him.. Now hes a NTUC person.. Can't blame.. HES DOING IT FOR THE MONEY!!!.. I keep thinking like that. =).Still.. He has almost the same grades as me always.. We compare grades and its like mirror images.. -.-

Yong liang.. Not quite know him ar... Haha. but still hes a great guy!. o.0 ( short eh?!?)

Zong rong.. Wakao!.. zr.. u change ur screen!.. ANd u have a webcam now.. o.0 THis guys is like a very emo guy.. He keeps on talking about his bad things and nvr looks on the bright side of life.. Well hes a nice person that tries to be good.. BUT!.. he also is a sister bullier!!.. Can't believe he treat his sis like that at home!!!.. Well please be nicer to her..

Yi jie.. Yea!. I rmb yi jie was like the second shortest in class in sec 3 while i'm the shortest.. T.T Why am i always so short. Anw we spent much time tgther chatting too.. Forgot wad we chat but stil its gd to know u.

azim: WHoa!.. best memories was Fatal frame 2.. Lol!.. We spent the whole night and morning on it during chalet just play that game.. Watching ghost and such kill us.. o.0 Taking camera and shooting them Haha!. Damn funny. Hes one artist and a crapper too. o.0 Talks alot of crap like peng and draws in class too. His table is SOOOOOO messy i can tell u.. Haha. And he always fails to pass up homework give mstan scold.. Damn funny!.. o.o

Kit ki: Yea.. U are a mapler that got banned tgther with me.. o.0 All bcos we use peng's hacks!!.. ARGHH!!.. my capusils and ur spell boy also tio banned.. Sad ar we.. But now u replay i also nvr "reinstall" Haha.. So Maple is gg-fied for me.

Lex: oOoOo.. THe ORH lang.. Haha!.. jkjk.. He is a great bballer.. a great vice-chairperson and he is ORH!!!.. Lol!.. Okok. just wanted to say that. So lex is always making fun of me!... In class and outside class.. Argh.. He always sabo me ar.. I put the duster on top then always say me.. T.T Tio scolded by mstan and also mdm ho. Haiya!.

Kelvin: O.0 Same name as my brother.. I hate my brother.. o.0 Well hes one quiet guy.. He always tags along with me and helps me with maths during maths FS.. o.0 Hes quite clever ar.. I still blur blur at some of his explainations but he always get it right.. Some times wrong la! haha.

Zhi kun: He is a maths guru.. though he seems shy shy at things ar he can be like very "outstanding some times" such as laughing damn loud in class when teacher talking.. Lol!.. He always stick to Xin ni that group and always laugh with xin ni they all damn loud!.. Haha.. Loud boy!.

Due to time constrain i shall blog the girls when i get back.. Damn it.. have to meet up with peng and jh at 11 and its 10.30 now.. See how i get lost in time just recalling memories with all my frens.

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Now i'm back... okok.. Recieved this letter from the cpf thingy.. o.0 Stupid. So ok. LEts continue.

Npcc girls..

Jie: de-de-deng!.. Lol.. ok lame. Jie is the from sec 1 tomboish person to now girlilish person change. Sec 1 spiky hair like gai gai.. Then change to sec 4 like that now.. Okok.. So jie --> Sec 1 de in charge.. o.0 Always short short!.. o.0 Haha. Then always help me figure things out in msn.. Hmm.. must thank you alot for that "previous" thing again!.. Haha.. Always go her house to slack and mahjong and daidee.. + gamble. o.0 Then new year recieve her parent's ang pao $10 or so.. alot sia!...

Serene SU: Lol!.. know u so long le.. 6 yrs?!?. i think u always win me this win me that.. i also very sad. Hais u same class as me for 6 years le... Pri 5E!!!.. 6F!!!!.. sec 1234!!!!.. Argh.. seems like i just realise that nia!. Okok so its quite stupid?!?. So now u go other jc le.. Hais.. really sad ar... Hais hais. You big head always taller than me this 5 years plus but now is otherwise!.. Haha. i've grown both outside and inside!.. o.o

Jia yu: o.o Always go out with su jie and my mother de.. Not much to say about u but just that i miss all 4/5 de people!.. Lol.. U always have very dark dark eye-rings.... Please sleep!.. Lol.. dun always audition la!.. And hor she is gd to suan.. o.o Just like my mother ting ting..

Ting ting mother: ooo.. Hahaha.... wad to say ar.. she is admin head.. Yea.. She work as a clerk?.. Yea. She my mother? Ya. Our complicated family tree.. o.0 Peng as my ah gong.. jh as my tai gong... i got lots of sisters.. lots of brothers?.. I dunno. Alot alot.. Blur liao.. Ok.. I will miss suanning you!.. Haha.

4/5 de girls --->> Lets group them since i really have no time..

The malay peeps!. Hana+ aqilah .

YOYO HANA!!!.. President!.. Haha.. Sit beside u in class for 1 years? I think i always see u sms de!. Nvr pay attention ar.. Then keep on Sms!... Talk talk talk!!.. Then sometimes help me copy notes when i do homework!.. Haha!>. Then we share txtbk then always help me copy the answers from mstan!.. Haha. Really alot of work.. So aqilah!.. WHERE IS MY CHOKI CHOKI!!!.. Wahahaha.. I will miss all the choki chokis!.. T.T I really want the choki choki okay..

Indian girls: thrina.... Divya... niveda... yoges...Preetha

OooOOoOoooO. Always u 4 stick?!? Then Thrina our chairperson!.. Gd gd chair person.. Divya.. Our mrs rahdah.. Niveda.. The girl always call out my name then say nothing... ARGH@!!@#!@#.. Yoges.. THe siao zhar bor!... o.0 WIll miss all.. Preetha not much ar.. But still!!!...

Chi girls: Char, lp, sem, viv, jia ning, Jie ling, xinni, chin fern, an qi, grace, jessica, joey, winifred.. Aiya!.. Too many le.. o.0

Just to say i will miss u all see-ing me put the duster ontop of the white-board and getting scolded by mstan and mdm ho.. Miss u all listening to my stupid qns and the "good boy good boy" Thingy with mr radah.. Miss the jokes we always say with mr sunny during PE.. Miss the Funny funny stupid qns i ask mdm jo just for the sake of asking!.. Haha.. Its always gd to get saboed cos its always a gd thing. I think Xinni that group ar.. I will miss the LOUD LOUD Laughter!.. And then jl.. Walao... i sit beside u in sec3 one year leh!.. u also short short ar!.. Haha.. okok. stop suanning ppl le.. And then there is this lp and char.. Walao!.. that lp always there to bully me.. ZzZ!?!? Then throw matchstick at me!.. -.- Then sabo again then.. Haiya!.

Okok. finish with 4/5 de peeps.. NP de.. rlq de.. not 44!..

Okok.. Some 44 bois..

Abel + Jielun + Loolooloo!.. + Vance + kok heng + raymond .. i forgot. Abel is the "always cheerful" de person... Craps alot of jokes all the time.. Walao everything he speaks i also find it funny.. o.0 Jie lun Is pure lame!.. He talks no sense to me but its still a beautiful sentence. Looooo.. Always that NCC guy ar.. Keep sit behind with me during eng lesson de.. o.0 Then crap.. Same as vance.. English lesson during group discussion always me and u do the work!.. Yu jie and jr there talk!.. o.o.. Will miss all the lesson time we have ar.. Hais. Kok heng ar!.. Recently the o lvls period keep walk back home with me abit ar.. Walk walk walk then he also sometimes gives me damn big actions.. Like pushing me off the pathway!.. -.- Then raymond!.. Yea hes one emo kia always listen emo song do emo things = emo person ar...

44 gals aka ex-wgps de ppl.. WE + twins + ml they all ar... know 6 yrs?!?.. not much talking has taken place but still i we always sometimes go out with them de ar.... all 4 always that cleva i also abit sad to see all go seperate ways... Well especially some1 la.. o.0 Ok its getting late i think i'll turn in.

Okok... i can barely recall wad happened ytd but aft asking and probing my mom i think i get the agar agar part of everything ytd.. Damn i have a terrible headache now... Just like normal drunkards.. -.-

Okok.. Ytd wad really really blur to me now.. Morning i went to Jian hui's house i guess.. At around 11+ There we met peng and bing liang.. Had to wait to 12 before bing liang came that we go eat lunch. We go there discuss the courses we going... So aft much consideration and planning we just submit whatever we wanted and then save everything inside my laptop. Yea.. I brought my lappy there and aft bl submitted his registeration we were like already starting to play the y8 games like billards and box-heads... Lol. The box head is so lameass. Its killing and more killing and more killing.. Taking the shotgun and spamming the button at the zombie box-heads. So play play play i think till 4+ then we break.. We play Daidee. For the 1st few rounds we play i was like abit unfamiliar already cos its been 3 months or so i haven play daidee with jh and hong rui. So now playing i abit lan lan.. But ending ending the last few rounds was more "shun".. so win win win.

Okok.. then its was 5pm and my sis was bugging me to get home already.. I cycle damn fast on my bike back and reach at around 5.20. Its still ok considering how far it is from jh's house and the steep slopes. Had to quickly bath and change over to nicer clothes and then we went to redhill to meet with our parents.. onw to redhill the mrt from jurong was wth squeezy with Indi***s. Damn the whole train was like infront also got.. behind also got..then me and my sis squeeze like hell in the train.. Luckily 6 stops wasn't that bad.. got out and breathed fresh air.

Walked to the restaurant at someplace... Dunno where lai de and saw all my other relatives.. Yea yaya papaya.. I reach there all keep saying i grow taller le.. -.- I'm taller than my cousin that is 5 yrs older too.. Haha!. Well i'm almost like very tall le so i may need to grow to 180 then i stop. My bro still taller than me.. ZzZ.. Okok.. my little cousin come le keep playing my psp and his sis play my sis de nintendo DS.. 0,0 Both of them most of the time was playing and playing then the rest of us were just eatting. Okok.. then uncle daniel came and brought white wine over.. So my bro and my other relatives all take like one glass.. So that was starting.. We had alot of dinner.. ate 3 bowls of rice... alot of other fish and veggie and meat.. Then had soup and then desserts... Aft that it was the "drinking" part..

Okok.. This part is blur to me cos i was partially drunk that time. I took myself one almost full glass of white wine and then all say " gan bei!!!" So gan bei le must drink finish ma.. I see my glass so full i drink one big gulp also is still reach half.. Then forcbily i drink finish everything.. Then its like " free-flow" period.. I drink one time i suddenly addicted to drinking more.. Since no more white wine we started red wine which is 19% my mom say. Then we drink alot.. Drank like it was drinking water.. Me and my bro were also drinking like waterfall.. Then drink le nid go toilet de cos alot of water.. Then i drink drink drink... My mom say i drank almost one whole wine bottle le.. But then i continue.. Cos addicted.. -.- Then we started playing "chai quan" --> Direct translation is guess fist.. -.- Then i keep losing the starting part cos i blur like hell.. Then like keep drinking.. Blah blah blah.. Then start to blur liao.. Mom says my face was really red that time.. And then i went toilet again. Aft that blur liao.

*My mom's version aft that

We were going off liao then i walk abit sheng aeh sheng aeh.. Then we took taxi back my dad carry me up to sofa and i there sleep. -.- Hope i didn't do anything stupid while being drunk. Damn dui lian if i did.

Ok.. So today wake up i feel terrible.. The headache is like painfull...

Recap of event....

Ytd i was discussing the jae thing with my mom at her room and i was sitting on the bed.. then suddenly i slide down and i have this 2 deep cuts on my leg caused by the drawer that is not pushed in properly.. -.- OH well.. Bandaged it like hell and wore jeans so no1 would notice. Haha..

Ytd peng told me he withdrawned all his money from his bank acct and gave his bank acct and ic and DOB to some person. Well i was like.... why u give her for!!!.. u anyhow just say a bank acct la.. wa lao eh.... And i rmbered that if the bank acct has less than $50 or so, nid to pay $1 de.. Then peng was like o.o?!?! And he goes to open a new bank acct.. Hais.. I also not sure wad is going on in his mind.. So aft that i went to meet up with simin.. twins.. WE ml lp ham ray abel jielun jin xiang dk raphel and mh. Waited form 1 to 1.30 -.- Then we mrted to orchard go makan/shop. Then when we reach orchard the boys went walking off one direction the girls another.. we walked to the food court at wisma there then cannot find a place to eat. So in the end we walk to taka to find the girls.. In the end finding the girls seem quite a difficult task to do. Had to walk in circles many times and take escalator many times before we finally saw them at the orange julius shop there. So deciding where to eat, we finally stopped at KFC... and beside kfc was laodifang. -.- So in the end we ate at kfc.. Then abel raphel jielun and i were talking about 1st time coming to orchard to eat kfc.. That is really wierd. So finish le Dk wanted to go kinokuniya to find some jap comic book? And we left kfc 1st. Then we splited into 2 groups.. mh and dk went to kinokuniya and the rest to the golf shop beside.. With jielun there i was like WHOA WHOA.. relac.. Dun break the golf equipment here. And i went looking around at the prices it seem that one golf stick can cost..........2k. LOL. Then we were so nervous jl would break something we went to find dk and mh.. Ok.. Aft that we went to cineleisure to play billard.. Ok. I can saw we saw many ppl there. We saw..... PK.... Yea. my old friend and we saw the campus superstar benjamin... Yaya.. we saw abel and mh's pri sch fren... we saw twins de fren... And we play billard for quite a long time. I think it took us like 4-5 hours.. Then we went to watch movie. ~~the mist~~. Super lame.

Cost for billard was like $64++ and movie ticket was $114. Ok so the movie started abit while we were waiting for the girls!.. TO get their dinner. They had like BK stuff inside the cinema and we had popcorn.. -.-. Luckily lp they all gave us fries to share and its wasn't that bad.. Haha..

Ok the movie is sooo lame. Starting say what a tree came and slam into the person's house.. then the artist and his son go supermart buy thing. Then they saw this mist coming into near the supermart and a man running near it saying something took his fren/son/some1.. Dunno who lai de. So alot of ppl hide inside the supermart.. There is especially this super "want to beat up this woman" person who is a god-believer.. Then When the people were trying to get out they get eaten by dunno wad mutants. Then all the movie keep talking about how to get out and how to get stuff into the supermart like supplies.. -.- Then this "god-believer" woman is sooo ****er. She keeps talking about wad warth of god saying wad its our time to pay the debt.. Saying must spill blood wad thing. So in the end... Almost all the people started believing the woman and joined hands to pray to god? Then there is one part where they started to "follow" the woman.. Then everyone was like saying the word "estra----something something" So lame. And then there is a group of people who was not following the mad woman, came up with a plan to run away with the car.In the end while trying to escape their plan was discovered by the mad woman and people started gathering around them.. Then this mad woman.. Keep asking the people to grab the artist's child as sacrifice, then she was soooo crazy the guy shot her in the stomach and then the head.. Then everyone in the cinema was like....... *CLAP *CLAP *CLAP*CLAP *CLAP *CLAP*CLAP *CLAP *CLAP. Lol!. 1st time i see people being killed the whole cinema ppl clap.. -.- So killing her was like WA seh. damn shiok. So in the end only 5 ppl escaped. The old man and his wife, the child-caretaker, the artist and his son. Then he got the gun its like.............. There is 4 bullets... But there is 5 of us!. -.- Then the artist kill everyone except himself then thinking of ways to kill himself.. Then he decided to suicide to the mutants and exit the car.. Then as the mist clears he see something familiar.. Its a tank!.. And there are survivors being saved.. Its like WTF!!! I just kill everyone else in the car and then u come save us.. -.-

So the ending like that la.. Then we late le.. 9++ going 10 then we all go home.. Reach home i think was like 11.50+ going midnight.. -.-

Ok... recap.. Things must improve... ---> Chi... eng... Thats all. Damn i hate language.. I was NEVER the kind of guy that talk.. u know?.. Meaning i dun use words... that well i guess.. SO.. My chi and eng always drag me down.. ZzZ..

Eng-> c5
Chi-> b3


Okok.. Good things.. --> Humanities!.. Yes. I Finally got a A2 for this damn subject. The grades of all my paper from sec 3 till now i only got c6.. All c6.. xcept for a few times c5.. -.- So getting A2 is WAH seh!. Thats good. Physics and chem--> A2 also.. Ok that is good too.. Science A = good good cos i going science stream.. Never art or design.. Haha.. Bio b3.. Kinda xpected ar? The part where they ask me wad is a drug i totally forgot i must say.. -.- I think i just wrote " Its any externally adminsterated substance"... JUST that!.. And its 3 marks.. hahah.. Okok.. A maths.. got b3. Ok la.. I thought i did real bad for it but then still okok la.. b3 is Gd.. Emaths A1 la.. no nid say.. And chi oral Dist.. Ok. l1r5 ZzZ high.. Lets just say i got 13... after cutting with my cca points and l1r4 is 10 aft cutting.. Haha!.

Been kinda bored these few days ar.. Now results come out must really quickly faster make a decision on wad course i wanna go.. Must faster choose... 5 working days nia..

Seh... Its tmr..


So update tmr. Haha