I can seriously see why i have headaches so frequently... I'm so pulling up my socks and digging into the books. I fell asleep too while reading bio textbk for explaination for some questions. o.o

Today i started my full-time revision at around 7++ till 3. Siao de. I kept doing phys and bio cos alot of papers left. I have no chem paper cos mdm jo nvr give me any, i am so fed up with a maths cos it gives me more headaches, i soooo don't understand english passages where they use all the chim chim words... Arhh god help me please.

The Library was PACKed.. as usual.. THe gate open 5 mins earlier and everyone was pushing me back.. Some1 even grab me and pull me.. Lucky i didn't fall.. That guy/gal really deserves a good punching. So everyone was rushing for the escalator, i ran to the lift. Amazingly, i made it to the table faster on the 3rd floor. Then got these 2 SIM ppl come share table with me.. one other guy took away my other chair... ZZzzZZz. Then i started doing the papers. Half way when 12pm++ my lips turn dry and pain... Forgot to bring water bottle and forgot to bring jacket.. The cold really is painful, and my lips hurt so badly. It was like burning.... but felt cold too. So anyway, i manage to withstand it till lunch time and went home aft that.

I came home i fell asleep again... Slpyhead. Then i woke up because mz called me to play dota... What i tell u. Mz cannot quit the addiction!. So i play a few rounds with him. I don't know why mz have this "must win" mentality. Every game we must use heros that he like before we can play. Its nolonger for the sake of fun but for the sake of winning it. So in the end i just diam diam play my own game and lost.. 0.o Don't blame me but its not my fault. Games should be tested in exams.... then ppl would just play and thrs no balance for other subjects. I guess games just are somethings like drugs.. I just hope i dun turn to someone like my brother who plays everyday and till 3 in the morning and hai me cannot slp from 10 till 3 in the morning then everytime also tired tired go sch then always want to sleep then headache.... Stupid.

i think i need somemore practice papers for Eng, chem, and humanities. Very important cause these 3 need alot of improvement.. I regret my eng and humanities.. one 5 and one 6 hai me l1r1 already 11... 0.o So in the end i didn't get to come back for the holidays. Just for chem and phy i think, and i am not asked to come for anything. I think this is the worst day of my life.. My head hurts.. Think i'll take a pencil, draw a cross on the wall and bang on it..

I just hope this will end soon.

Seems like graduation day is really the day where every1 really misses every1. All want to see this see that.. hope time longer blah blah.. Well for me i think i'll just move on. Nothing must left memorable for me in RS. Just say that its the sch i studied and that i left it withing nothing worth. So during the graduation ceremony, we listened to speechs, watched videos and also spend time to walk up the stage to collect the "file" which was suppose to be filled with some kind of note about our graduation, Said by the MCs. But we recieve a empty file instea. No matter, i just use the file shuan le. So aft the whole thing we had free lunch provided by the vendors. 1st and last time we having free food from the sch vendors.. Well i'm not the kind of emotional person so nothing much to say i think thats it.. Aft that i went to 883 to play with xf they all for the alst time.. Dota.

Whats left is the VERY big obstacle, the stupid rock in my way, the BIG hole in the road and the stupid Thing in my life. O lvl starts this oct and i need to start revising alot of things.

Here are some thoughts for few of my friends.

Mingzhong: You should really stop snatching coms with ur brother this year. If u start now its still not too late. Now really isn't the time too have fun anymore.NO MORE IP PLEASE.
Xuanjing: Stop being such a bad son and be more filial to ur mother la. Listen more to her and dun play too much le. Worker harder and prove to ur mom you can do it.
Edwin: You have nothing much to say except that u are very confident. But dun too complacent ar.. Start to do some work.
Xianfeng: Lol.. shuai ge. Work on it.. u also gd la.. dun keep say i gd at studies all the time. Want go library tgther ma? i go alone abit o.o
Chengyong: Gary tan they all really not happy with u joinning xf they all cos they think u ps them.. Lol.. Ok la. So you joke alot.. And 1 more thing... U heavy ar.... carry u on my bike like 50kg like that.
Cheeyong: Dun eat too much ar. Not good for u. Try to save ur money instead of going to lan everyday. O lvl here le please la, dun go play lan anymore.
Jianhui: Your language yi liu.. So gd. Someday must teach me both eng and mt.. o.o And also ask hong rui come we 3 person daidee again.. Lol
Zhanpeng: Dun keep crap le.. I sometime also find it irritating. Haha. Jiayou for the "bean worth fighting for". And dun do silly stuff ah gong...

To all teachers that have taught me before: THANK YOU very much the the invaluable lessons. Really appreciate it. Special thanks to (Ms tan, Mr Cheong, Mr Sani, Mdm Jo, Mdm Ho, Mrs Yeo, Mr Du, Mr Rahda, Mrs Fu, Mr Goh and Ms Lim guihao) cause these teachers made the impact in my life.

To everyone else that i miss out: All i can say now i gd luck for the o levels. Please dun play games le and also, theres always the "guardian angel" teachers who we can turn to when we are at the crossroads.

Lastly, To myself too, Good Luck.

Really tired today cause spent most of my time cycling and also at zr's house. I went to cycling morning to stretch my muscles but feels really painful. 0.o Last night was tiring too. We meet up at mandai tekong park there to play some bball 1st at 7++.. So we waited for the gals to come which is about 8++. I can't imagine 10ppl chasing after a ball in a half-court... o.0 Anyway, when every1 was here we started playing near the playground. Just started playing and all sorts of "creative" games were being played. So we played games like hopscotch... catching... ice and water.... and also not forgetting, candles.
So today is also tiring.. I suppose i run about too much yesterday and my muscle abit ache.. Haha. So today zr asked me and jian hui, bing liang and zhan peng to his house watch the secret.. Lol Heng heng i nvr go watch. THen zong rong buy the DVD and ask all of us to go his house watch. Ok la. I guess the movie was quite nice de. So Maybe jay chou zi dao zi yan + zi bi also quite nice.. 0.o i guess i will post more tomorrow. Today i think its enough for me.

One wk le.. I'm back to post alittle more.. I had a hard time struggling to kope with my new timetable.. Really packed.. So i have little time everyday. Come home only break awhile then do all the practice papers. We have new P.Ps everyday and it seems like its still going on. All the P.P have a length of almost 10 cm when stack up. I guess i really need the holidays to complete it before the o lvls. Xf is so xcited over the zhong qiu jie.. o.o Say want go dunno whose house then use candle burn the computer.. Haha... I Just want to get the o lvls over and done with.

My parents are going to bring my to australia i guess.. but its gonna be 13-18 nov.. Argh... Nooooo.. Gd thing they haven book.. Can discuss... I guess i won't be celebrating my b'dae le, cause my dad and my sis also the same. On their b'dae just buy a cake the go home sing eat... Then both also say dun want these things.. Just say happy b'dae can le.. Then we just get over with it. I'm so affected by them. So anyway, i think i also won't be going on the holiday unless my bro goes or sis also go. Nowadays they both also no time to go holiday.. I seriously dun want to go with just me and my parents.. o.0 Just hope we still have 1month thing. Ok..

Prelim grades are sooo not xpected. Well improved but then i guess its still not enuf. ALot more needs to be done and so little time is left. --> Prom night is M hotel.. Seriously problematic place. THe cost is $80++ and i guess xf they all not going cause in the end we have to rent the costumes and all those i thing even i also having second thoughts le.Haiz.. I sigh alot nowadays cause i'm really stressed out.. I had "heart-attacks" for eng and combine humanities.. Cause these are the only subjects that i didn't expect to get so low. I spent quite awhile especially revising and reading and practicing SBQs for ss and still can't seem to get the point. Maybe something is seriously wrong with my view of the sources.. Or maybe its just that my english sucks. Either way i guess i still need to learn more. So now today wasn't a gd day either. I forgot to bring back my chi file and broke my timetable. Couldn't re-do my chi P.Ps and couldn't focus on my chem June paper. Seriously i played for a long time today and then till now i've just finish.

Ok.. I chatted with xf for a long time now cause we both also nothing to do. Xf didn't want to blog and so i talk to him while posting... We chatted about the pictures.. all the dunno wad picture anyhow take then so ugly.. Then we send each other.. Lol.. cheeyong has so many pictures and mz tooo.. I have quite a few. So we then chat about the team Z-ENITH... about Mz with zong rong and zhikun and zeling and zhanpeng.. (no offence) then we say alot then laugh alot also. So time really flies while i am typing. I guess its time i turn in too. my dad is nagging at me. WHoa.. Long post today.. ^.^

Ok. Sunday is not my day usually. I normally spend the evening running but today i spent the morning running. Was a BIG mistake. I woke up this morning like 6++ then i saw my dad also wake up.. suppose to go run bu i slept for awhile more and my father was already ready.. So in the end i having second thoughts about running already.. Took me quite awhile before i was fully awake then i try to catch up with my dad... Ok this is the mistake... Morning too cold.. o.o I got a flu now... AGAIN!!!.. omg.. So cold. While running i touch my own hand it felt like ice.. o.o While i'm sweating like hell i'm so cold.. So when i finish running and did cooldowns i realise i was sneezing alot. Like i siao liao.. I'm soooooo weak. Haiz.. So easy get flu.

Well i guess i need to train indoors more... Maybe i could go with sam to the gym again like last time.... Haiz.. wonder if sam is going to gym regularly anot. ZzZZzz. Another mistake was i was unable to wake up on time and had to push myself hard in the start. So my left lung abit hurt. I think still not warmed-up assuming the COLD weather...

1 thing i realise when running is that the grass is so refreshing!>.< I was running and the overgrowned grass on the side of the pathway had these morning dews. so i ran pass them and they glide across my legs... 0.o Soooo cooling. (Was ignoring the cold already). So in the end me and my dad manage to reach vista park and we went vista point eat breakfast.. I didn't know my appetite was so damn small. I like eat only 1 roti prata and i'm already full.... I realise many things also show that i have a small appetite... I can't finish a meal unless its chicken rice.....0.0 I cannot finish my fast-foods. I can only eat a certain food if i want to finish it.. and i have NEVER finish my home-cooked food always... I think i left like alot of ingredients and all the rice i eat finish.. Haha.. So i do really have a small appetite.

Enough about my appetite.. My legs need to rest so i'ma go and take a nap soo before i do some bio or phy.. Siao de ms tan and mdm ho. Both of them give the practice papers so much.. Still have to bring them to school on monday... Haiz.. dunno which to bring to sch leh. ARghhhhHhhH

Headache.. __

I had a terrible day today.. I soo hate holiday lessons cause they are so irregular. Physics whole day ytd and i was already quite tired. Learn what nucleus.. Well obviously its simple.. Just alpha beta and gamma rays was alittle hard to understand. seems like alpha particles are nice.. Always being used by the planes during NDP.

Kk. today was not gd too. Mdm ho gone thru with us the prelim bio paper 2.. I think i'm on the safe side... maybe a B or better. Haha
Then it was geo.. Again i got the gradient wrong.. I didn't notice i was SUPPOSE to take the distance of the road and i took the horizontal distance instead.. So in the end my gradient wrong.. Map evidence!! Yes. I forgot to give the grid reference for the highest point and the agriculture all those.. I guess upon 10 if i get 7 i will LMAO.
So the last period was chem.the class didn't know it was practical and we wasted 1/2 hour in the class waiting for her to come. Instead our lessons draged till 1.30. I'm not pissed about that but its just that mdm jo is too...... strict i might say... The whole practical i tried to just do my stuff and she points at me say what wrong. Aft the practical we all handed up our paper le then she there point me again say what no talking.. For goodness sake la I just trying to show bing liang something and i get scolded again.. Dunno whats wrong with her.

So i cycle to the "place" again today to relax. Whoa today is sunny but the clouds cover me so its so relaxing and windy. Ok.. now i gt to go do the bio papers and phy papers.. Mdm ho gave us alot.. T.T won't be able to finish it unless i'm superboy. Haha..

Wednesday.. Today is almost half way thru the sept holidays. Recalling what i've done well i basically spent most of my time outside.. Morning nowadays i always go to the "place" and relax.. So bored at home cause my sis bring laptop go sch, my bro using his com... my dad de com cannot support games... my mom de com all data nia.. my laptop confiscated.. T.T

So i have a clearer mindset now eversince i went to relax. I spent about almost half the day there liao and always cycle there.. haha. The spot is really windy and very hot sometimes. Well i guess i really am..... bored!!!.. Alfred they all asking me to go cine play lan but i have swore to never enter a lanshop aft Os so... sry. Haha.. Suppose to go ECP today for some skating but then too few going la.. So instead i am going to the place later again to relax. Seems like a daily routine already huh. So now nothing much to post.

This is my almost 200 post already.. Hehe. I "lend" my sis de laptop to post cos she gd. So i can post now but i still can't play till its weekends again.. My parents sooooooo over worried about me. Haiz. Still dunno how i'm gonna survive till o lvls .. theres less than 23 days left now till graduation day... Can't wait to keave the sch and go poly!.. So anyway, i just watched one piece... and ytd also need to post! almost forgot.

Ytd... morning i was using my bro com to play alittle wow before he wakes. so i reach cwp to meet mason, dan, alfred, jj, jy, ting, jun hao and siong then we go party world sing.. Long time since i went to sing cos i " Anti-k" de but then i change my mind. So actually ytd we saw yixin they all also.. our rooms were side by side.. Haha.. sang till 2pm then we went orchard to collect jj's phone... but the person there say can collect only by 6pm so we follow fred to far east plaza to shop.. Haha.. wanted to buy clothes though... didn't see any nice ones. So we were walking alot. Our legs gave way i must say... painful when i reach home.. Haha.. so ytd was quite fun la. Jj bought herself a pencilbox and mason wanted to buy boxers... Theres one time where he was playing with spongebob boxers.. Lol. then the salesperson come out and question him.. we all tried to run away.. Haha..

So today is still quite boring in the morning. guess i will post much later

Post!.. yes.. i just closed the blog then i go open it again.. Haha.. dunno whats wrong with me.
Maybe i really have alot of free time ar.. Nowadays really bored.
Not like last time where everyday we also go out everyday we also play everyday we laugh.

Sooo want to go back to that time where we were all small kids and teasing each other.. 0.o Ok.. maybe i'm alittle too unrealistic. But i still feels that being young is gd. Haha.. finally i feel that i WANT to be a teenager cos of so many things. Well thats that. Ok. Today i got back my laptop at around 12++ so we kinda played alittle non-dota games and then we started to draft again.
We played pudge war. Me and cheng yong vs xf and mz.. In the end we won with the score 99-86. Gged mz nd xf.. Our headshot skill really is very gd.. Haha. Rip the person in 2 when both of us hook the same target. So now we are trying to find our 5th player.

Suppose to be felwood but then his bro playing. So we might have to wait awhile then can play draft with DzL. But then i dunno if i might be able to play by then cos later my parents want me to go to bed aft 10.. Always like that. Then maybe i will leave, then hai dao my team lose.. T.T So its trainning time.

So posting this today because i'm so moooooooody now.
I just cycled to the "place" to relax again.
Was must hotter but also more windy today.
I was hoping the sun would go away but its so hot still.
Today suppose to have a match with dzl.
Xf they all are all practiciing now and i'm still lying on my bed looking at the ceiling.
Really bored u know.
So now i'm really really want to go out and do something.
I wish i had moved out of this home one way or another. Soo...... nvm i'm speechless.
Anyway i guess today is another gd day to run. Will be running again i guess at 5++. i'm not sure if peng will come but just run. The previous run was not gd cause i sick so now i must catch up with what i have missed out that time. So nothing else i guess its reading and studying time.