I can seriously see why i have headaches so frequently... I'm so pulling up my socks and digging into the books. I fell asleep too while reading bio textbk for explaination for some questions. o.o

Today i started my full-time revision at around 7++ till 3. Siao de. I kept doing phys and bio cos alot of papers left. I have no chem paper cos mdm jo nvr give me any, i am so fed up with a maths cos it gives me more headaches, i soooo don't understand english passages where they use all the chim chim words... Arhh god help me please.

The Library was PACKed.. as usual.. THe gate open 5 mins earlier and everyone was pushing me back.. Some1 even grab me and pull me.. Lucky i didn't fall.. That guy/gal really deserves a good punching. So everyone was rushing for the escalator, i ran to the lift. Amazingly, i made it to the table faster on the 3rd floor. Then got these 2 SIM ppl come share table with me.. one other guy took away my other chair... ZZzzZZz. Then i started doing the papers. Half way when 12pm++ my lips turn dry and pain... Forgot to bring water bottle and forgot to bring jacket.. The cold really is painful, and my lips hurt so badly. It was like burning.... but felt cold too. So anyway, i manage to withstand it till lunch time and went home aft that.

I came home i fell asleep again... Slpyhead. Then i woke up because mz called me to play dota... What i tell u. Mz cannot quit the addiction!. So i play a few rounds with him. I don't know why mz have this "must win" mentality. Every game we must use heros that he like before we can play. Its nolonger for the sake of fun but for the sake of winning it. So in the end i just diam diam play my own game and lost.. 0.o Don't blame me but its not my fault. Games should be tested in exams.... then ppl would just play and thrs no balance for other subjects. I guess games just are somethings like drugs.. I just hope i dun turn to someone like my brother who plays everyday and till 3 in the morning and hai me cannot slp from 10 till 3 in the morning then everytime also tired tired go sch then always want to sleep then headache.... Stupid.

i think i need somemore practice papers for Eng, chem, and humanities. Very important cause these 3 need alot of improvement.. I regret my eng and humanities.. one 5 and one 6 hai me l1r1 already 11... 0.o So in the end i didn't get to come back for the holidays. Just for chem and phy i think, and i am not asked to come for anything. I think this is the worst day of my life.. My head hurts.. Think i'll take a pencil, draw a cross on the wall and bang on it..

I just hope this will end soon.